It's perfectly ok to attend SSPX, they have faculties granted by the Pope though their canonical situation is "irregular" officially. But often difficult to get to a TLM in many places, I sympathise.
Two things you don’t mention, which might work. First, find other like-minded people, preferably real people. You will find someone in your parish who is on your wavelength. There is a corner of sanity at least. Second, one parish somewhere will have a good priest, who may not be perfect but who may be encouraged bit by bit. When all else fails, remember that God has to put up with the same offerings, and will be glad of your help.
It's perfectly ok to attend SSPX, they have faculties granted by the Pope though their canonical situation is "irregular" officially. But often difficult to get to a TLM in many places, I sympathise.
Two things you don’t mention, which might work. First, find other like-minded people, preferably real people. You will find someone in your parish who is on your wavelength. There is a corner of sanity at least. Second, one parish somewhere will have a good priest, who may not be perfect but who may be encouraged bit by bit. When all else fails, remember that God has to put up with the same offerings, and will be glad of your help.